I miss the old you. I miss the times when we use to spend the whole day, doing nothing, sharing our own stories and dreams. I wish I could just bring it back.

Do you still think about the old times? If you do, do you miss it? Can we help each other bring back our spark and love for each other?

Honestly, it’s killing me see you happy with your friends and not so happy with me. Do you feel my sadness? Can you feel how much I long for you? I hope you do.

There are times when I cry myself to sleep thinking about what I did and how much I have hurt you. I deserve every single word that you said. There are countless times when I think that you are just clinging to me because we have a child. But can you please give me chance to prove to you that I can change? When you tell me that karma will fire back…I get really, really scared. I know…I deserve it but I am so scared.

Do you really mean that you still love me? I want to know up to what extend. If you still love me, thank you. Thank you for proving me with that love and I will hold on to it…

Do you want to go for marriage counseling? Maybe they can help us.

I always pray to God that He will bring us back together…emotionally.

Time heals all wounds…but when?

As time heals…I will forever wait for you.

I just told you that I do not want you to go out but you still went there…how could you?!

I am as mad as hell! But it’s ok…it’s the consequence that I get.

You just said before that I cannot stop you from going out with your friends…

I guess you’re right. Who am I to stop you from going with them?

I just feel that you are so unfair! If I want to go out with my friends, you always give me a fake nod.

I felt that you took away my right to be my other friends.

Since I love you so much, I will let you do whatever you want…even if it makes 1/4 of my life miserable.

I can go on with my life like this…for now.

If you really respect and love her, you should do it.

It boosts her confidence, self esteem and bonds you more…physically and emotionally.

**point of view based from experience**

Before you never go out with them because all you wanted was to be with me.

Treat  me as your BEST FRIEND! You can drink with me and share silly stories with me.

I MISS YOUR FRIENDSHIP…SO BAD.

These are the questions that I longed to asked even before we got married…but I was too afraid to ask and too coward to know the answers.

Here it goes…

1) Do you (honestly) feel that you still love me after what I did?
2) Did you mean it when you said that you regret being married to me?
3) Why is it that every time I ask you to *** to me, you always refuse? But if you feel like, I always have to give in because I am afraid that you might look for somebody to give it to you.
4) How many times have you taken coke without my knowledge?
5) Do you possibly think that I am that stupid not to know your little secrets? I know about AI and MTR. You flirted with them behind my back.
6) Do you still feel that we can always bring our good times back?